Today I bought 16 heaters, 30 or so tarps, 2 large tents, a matcheti, a get up, a premium cooler, and gave away gloves, gemstones, seashells, and candles. Watched a Black man go through the criminal justice system and got my knife confiscated. WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?!!!!!! Oh what I can do with 35k…. How do I make this sustainable…. I need to take on the debt of another brother to free myself from my guilt and shame. Why do people keep calling me a hero.
They said I it was amazing when I handed out 80 in four $20 to a few people on the street. Exchanged numbers. Then came out to an empty street. What a beautiful way to spend a little cash…